Part Of a fool

Within Temptation

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

I've never like to hate someone to the core. I'll kip my stand even till ... death :)

Must be fuming mad dont you ? Wid my last sms ? Each tm i asked u out & u rejected & go psps reali pissed me off to the max. And yes my mind will go "im a fool. owaes used by u" Bored ? Bf dua u or wadever thn kno how to find mi ? Rmb once, ur guy had you on , you came to my hse. Later on u all get ok after a phone call i've made. Thn u told mi you wanted to mit him. I even go to the extend waited like a fool with you for him at sp. That point of time i was with you all along , but you didnt do the same , likewise. I am bored , fedup , upset ask you out yet ? Have you ever consider my feelings ? Asking you out is like soo difficult. In the past ure jus so steady. Ya , PAST. I know you gona sae u aint such person right ?And do you know why whenever you sae if i sian u can acc mi wadever shit , i will so laolan ? Becos it makes mi sound so pityful which i hate it so much , lady.

Hope you understand & im sorie but to voice out. During sec 2 we used to hang out in groups. But one by one , all left. Ure the only one left , still being close tgth. But one day if u chose to , i 'll let go. If our years of fwenship cant outstand anythg , im sorie but to sae gdbye. And its jus a matter of tm tho. Since 06' we hav drifted lyk dunno wad, which i hate it sooo much. But ure enjoying ba ? right ? new fwens ? bf ? heh ~ why do you nid mi ? whenever ppl ask mi " where she* ?" , nvr tgt le ah ? why ? Quarrel ah ? How am i suppose to reply ? liddat ? " duuno her la , fuk one she. now got new fwens ps mi " ? I chose to smile & go.

You should know how protective im towards you. During those fights , ive been so worry lyk fuk. Worry this & dat for you. But you don even bother to call nor sms mi. HAHA. MY FEELINGS ! Have you ever thot of that ? Probably i shouldent hav care , yea .. Fight all you wan & die for all i care. But i din. I even forgave you when you came to apologise. Even when im out wid my new fwens , i tok bt u. Till very one day , one of them said sth nd dat is can i stop tokin abt u blablabla. Becos wen i m out wid her , i speaks about u. Doesent make any sense right ?

And you should kno,after HIM , i hav nv put much loved in relationships. nd you shld oso kno better thn anyone else wad kind of hurt he left mi with. yes , it had been years. But its still soemthing unforgetable & nv will I. So i thot , nvmind i still hav gd fwens wid mi. But i was so wrong. You make me understand the meaning of forlorn. Well perharps i have preach too much. I just wan to tell u ,cherish before its too late. And nvr take things for granted..

YWith Love , Georgina

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