Spent my weekend , working. Still , i enjoyed myself plenty. =] Poor me , had to travel to Pasir Ris on saturday alone. ohmy. I couldent even imagine how long the journey is. But thankgod , i've my songs to accompany me. Reached there , my bro's gf have not reach yet. So I went to shop around. Bought blings blings sticks on & hp acessery. These kind of job suits me the best luh. No restriction , Nothing. haha.. But the enviroment kinda sucks. =/ Just had to jagar this instance photo printing machine , & giving out flyers. Great , we worked only for 2hrs ++ & jiazua for the rest of the remaining time. & thanks bel for spending her time on phone with me. So afterwork , meet Cat at town , headed cuppage , nothing much & came my house aftermath to leypak.

While working ;D

Laugh Out Loud.



My mind went blank for a sec.
went everything came pourin down and it seems like the whole world had fallen down.
im suffocating

.. .. ..

YWith Love , Georgina

Within Temptation

Thursday, October 26, 2006

On the Brink of Sanity

Sometimes when you are alone
tend to think alot.
Maybe you aren't alone?
maybe luh.
Should I get the meaning.
I dunno.
And I should make a decision
definitely.
Things may not turn out what you want
yea , I know.
But what the majority may have
is nothing.
I wonder.. I wonder...
shrugs.
How do I spell life?

L-I-F-E
aww , sucks.
A pile of shit.

B A S T A R D !

YWith Love , Georgina

Within Temptation

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Why is life so miserable? I am exhausted & weary again, practically I'm real down. Life sucks! Never have I been through all these before for my whole life. Sigh. BUT , again , while browsing through blogs. I went to her's ((: &im so frigging touched by her words, it perks me up. I sweared , my tears just went rolling down. Im contented. Really contented just by your words , my dear.


Friends, the only reason for my smiles & laughters. Chatting with them, time passes and it was really enjoyable. They were the ones I asked for and nothing more. Thank god for giving me such wonderful friends , especially her. For now, I'll just cherish whatever I have because they were my greatest joy in life.

陈咏襄



All my life , the greatest sense of accomplishment is to have known her. It may sound alil too exaggerating but every word I said comes from my heart.

I see you from alil timid innocent girl , changing into what you are now. Whom already knows how to protect ownself so well. AHA ! ;p At times I'm so hostile & never will I be bothered with this temper of mine, yet I know you have been tolerating my fuckap attitude so well. Im sorry okay ? & I don mean it. Tho it had been ages since we quarrel. =D

Ups & downs , we've been through. Too much to mention , & furthermore some are so saddening luh. Now , I doubt any conflicts could ever bring us apart , for we have a strong bond ? Remember? :) No matter what you know I'm by your side and of course I'm that asshole that never fails to make you smile. Glad that you've got me ? I knew it, I'm just so hard to resist hor ? hehes !

As for now , you mug hard for your O's. I believe you wun let me down for all the activities planned ahead. I don want to see my hopes being dashed again like what had been happening recently. Meanwhile , I shall look for a job. A month more to go :) There comes our happy hours ! Endure okay girl.


珍貴的 友誼 ...

YWith Love , Georgina

Within Temptation

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Have been browsing a couple of young mummys 's blogs. Which I wun put up their urls la. Its pleasing to know that , some are leading a good life. With the addition joy when the baby is born.

But what about those single mum ? I dare say those irksome guys whom shirk off responsibility sarks core. I dont understand why. Its a life they are talking about ley. I dunno what colour is their heart to actually ask the girlfriend to go for an abortion. Tmd ! own flesh , own blood. This types of guys , their dicks ought to be CHOP OFF !

This world is full of selfish human beings. No, to be exact its guys. Too much. They do things without using their damn brains , never thought of the consequences. They do & say things in a moment of folly. & let women perjure themselves in those falsehood. Those sweet talks which most women love, those bogus secure, those lies , it pierced through the heart of the broken ones.

& yes. women would go crying their hearts out , & even worst do silly things like slitting ownself. Those guys jolly well find another girl.

TELL ME , HOW THE HELL LIFE OPERATES ?

I doubt no one can explain. even those hongsters themselves wun be able to. But well , who doesent know , thats what life is.

I don want pain , I don want agony. I just want to lead a happy life, Thats all im yearning for.
I guess its too much. Time and time again, history repeats. I take my hat off , fate.

我的每一個呼吸都在告訴我
every breath i take is telling me
胸口 的起伏也是愛的回應
the heartbeat i felt is love's reply
雖然你不知道
tho you didnt know

我不掙扎
i wont struggle
讓自己的心感受這份愛的來臨
to let this love come into me
經過這麼久的時間
after so long

你說過的笑話我到現在都還想笑
i still laugh at your jokes
我沒有 辦法去把你想的太壞
i still cant think of you as someone bad
雖然你那麼吝嗇於表達
although you were selfish in your words

我注定
im destined


這輩子都要輸給你
to lose to you my entire life



無論如何
no matter what,
我在這個遙遠的城市裡
from far away,
深深的
deep in my heart
想念你…祝福你…
i'll be missing you. wishing you the best.

I find this meaningful , & took out some parts of the poem.