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Thursday, August 31, 2006

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Im here to say , my N levels starts next week. =/ And Im not even in the midst of revising. Somebody , kill me pls T.T

Ppl having holis , us having our major exams. OMG !

And I'll not get stupid agn, and get cheat by some sly fox around me. Hehs. I used to be so stupid to actually believe those , when they say they aint goin to study , likewise i did the same. But the results turn out to be sooo uncomparable. Cze' I failed , while ppl passed'.

This Time , I Will Study Okay .
Well ytd , was a sucks big time day -.- Nothing seems to interest me. Thus we suggested to go home earlier then the others =// Moreother the Kok kpkb %$*)*%#*%#$% Bias Bitch. Left the class with Cat. Then yh nd shar came along. Haha. When we decided to walk out of school, Tadah ! We got caught by Ah wee. I knew that we would land ourself into deepshit.
Walao. Hell man. Got to see felix. And he screw us like .... =.- My one month plus nails , got killed T-T Nvm , those nails told me not to be sad , becos they will grow again. Then aftermath , i can paint nicely and show it off to Felix. Aww , how sweet of them duh. x=
Haha , luckily we scot - free from detention. Ohmy at the point of time , i was like. Mr Felix , you so great , I love you. LOLS !
Today , Teacher's Day.
Met up with all at 406 to hav breakfast first. Cze wana skip the stupid Aces thing =/ Went around stealing umbrellas. I know its bad , but pls forgive us ! If not we cant go to school. two by two , we head for school. Of cze' I was with Cat. Haha. I was telling her , how romantic. Both of us walking under the rain , sharing one umbrella. ahaha.
And out of eight , we are the only two that got grilled by Ahwee , Felix , James. -.- How unfair luh. But nahs , its okay. I am afraid they might missd us when we aint around anymore. Hehe. =p
Like I expected , its so boring. Concert. But one cute guy caught OUR attention. Yes , Its ******. Totally mesmerize by his cute action , pretty smile !!! x= Too bad , haha. Just a xdd. =// Not much , saw a few ex students , with bikes ! OMG , envious man. If i could , I would want to get a bike lincense too ! wahahaha. Fat hope luh.. =[
I am still waiting for some ppl to get his , and drive me around ! ((:

YWith Love , Georgina
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

Gona make this post fast :))

My this weekend , just burned liddat. Rot at sunplaza. Haha , but its okie. Cze' exams are around the corner , I am gona work hard. Yes ! :DD

Thought , I would be rotting at home today. But during mid - noon , Clara called me. Ask me go down see some , Old Hag. But , when i reached , she left. Uh , how sad duh ? =s Whatever luh. Was at Mac slacking. Folding stars and hearts. Left at 6 plus , cze i need to rush home for TUITION. shag *

After Tuition , rushed bac to Mac to meet them. Somebody even called me donkey ok ! shithead. ROARS * Then yanping and cute peixin left. =p Haha , she just have that kind of face , which makes ppl wana dote her liddat. LOL ! Then left with Clara , Clarissa & me. Then we start talking abt our past etc. And Clara teared. =// Indeed , sad la. We left around 11 ?

Walked home. Parted with Clara & her bro at the Traffic Junction. Luckily I was talking to Haroy on the phone. walao ! And i sweared , i saw two other shadows behind mine ! I thot it was some bagala or what. But to my dismay , no one was there when i turned around. Ohmy ! How fuckshit i felt at that moment. So i fasten up my pace , and urge Haroy to talk to me more. LOLOL ! I felt so dumb tho. -.- In the end , I reached home safely. Hehe ! ;p

Clara :
Laohan. You say I owaes din mention you right ?! Here I am okay ? :) Its still not too late to cherish our friendship now. Maybe at that point of time , we are too young to realize whats good and bad. But now , we certainly DO. Dry up your tears , and look forward. Always follow your heart. You can called me up , like the past and confide in me okay ?

Yongxiang :
OIE ! CHAOCHEEBYE ! :p I've never seen someone as bhb as you okay ? Walao . Dunno you eat wad grow up de sial. & for ur info agn , I dont have a dick la dey -.- Haha. But actually thanks to you la , I wasnt really feeling good , but your craps cheer me up. Thanks , Baobei. Cherish Jq okay ?! He's not as bad as what you thought :) Trust me lah , I'll tell ya more when we meet up alright.

Clarissa :
Duck , dont get yourself stuck in the past. Move on okay ? Tho , u treated me like shit , But i want to tell you , I LOVE YOU ! :))

Jiayun :
To reconcile or not. Its all up to you now. I just wana tell you , theres no more anger in me already ((: If you happen to see this post , you can come to Sp around noon time. I'll be there. But its better to contact me first. I hope to see you.

I missd Ahjoy alot alot alot alot alot alot .... [ infinity ] =]

And , my Dearest Star daughter. Cheerup okay ?! Let the past fade to oblivion. =) Mummy loves you ! :)))

You treated everything , like a joke.
You treated me like a dirt.

YWith Love , Georgina
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Friday, August 25, 2006

Well , school was like disaster everyday duh ?! LOL ! With all those nonsensical ppl ard me. wahaha =p And there's this some asshole , keep sarang haeyo , 只对你说. LOL ! walao eh ! =.-

Din intend to go for night classes , but some ppl agn . LOL ! Phsyco me to go. No , FORCE me too. haha. I'll be good on the other hand , I went. Head to Clara's hse first. And I already smell something fishy , and know that they sure up to no good. Bingo ! 4 of them surrounded the lift , there i go. Yeh , deepshit heart attack ! Worst still , Peixin's carrying ade. And fucking hell did i ever expect , clara to put down her dog , and i go running like some marathon. Walao , its so fucking embrassing man. Thanks to them la. LOLOL ! All the more after this incident , I'll never get rid of my phobia towards DOGS !!

AHA ! Yanping is afraid of ghost ! LOL ! So timid to even go to the toilet. LOL ! =p

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To this bloddy bitch from 4e4.

And you this low class big time slut ! What have it got to do with you , between his problems and his ex ? Dont you know you have some stinky smelly mouth ? And i'll never forget what kind of fucking nicknames you gave me and yx alright. So what if youre from the first class ? Your mouth shall rot , if you keep on tarnish his Mia Sia, let me tell you. Fucking mind your own business when nothings concern about you.

damn it whore.

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Your feelings ? Then how about my feelings ? Ever thought of that ? I don deny , that im happy when im out with you. But when certain things start cropping up and all that , things will definitely changed. I did tried to trash things out with you , but ? .. You din even have the guts to talk it out. Conclusion ? Blamed who ? Me ?

And seriously , i dont quite get wad ure trying to mean in ya blog. So whenever something happened , am i suppose to go to you and talk to you ? Dont i hav the rights to be angry ? Why cant you be the one to take up the iniciative ? I don care how pampered you are at home , but in school , outside , everyone is equal. You definitely lose out if you dont take the first step, always waiting for others.

Yes , i know. Nobody is perfect.
Yes , I know , you tried.
Yes , i will put myself in your shoes.

I dare to say , I wun follow your footsteps. I would take the iniciative to speak up unlike you. I have gone through everything too, pls.

Since im angry , of course I wun speak to you. I did ask clara to ask you down. What reaction did you gave ? I did ask yanping to ask you down for recess , whats your reaction agn ? You cant jus jolly well self - proclaimed nobody tried to communicate with you. Instead , please reflect on your deeds first. I hope u reflected well enough of wad that COMES out from ur mouth. Cze' you wun know dat , u have already offended someone.

I will wait.
Takecare.

YWith Love , Georgina
Within Temptation

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

School time passes pretty fast. =] And now i seems to be sooo sad becos ' i will definitely missd' my classmates. A month or less then , all of us shall bid goodbye. T-T Saddening lah. And i somehow regret , for skipping school.

Actually , felix aint a baddie like how i used to think :) Hehe. I used to skip weds becos there's Pe. To think of it , I am like so dumb , so childish. soooo ... -.- But only now then to realise everything , its too late. I wished to go back to those secondary two days. So much wanted. If time could ever turned back , how great would that be yeh ? My wishful thinkings.

Had a great talk in class today :) I am so foolish in the past. Hate this hate that. walao ! Actually they are quite ok , Im just being sensitive =] Fun and everything. Memories of them , I'll keep.

So sad lah. Everything that is happening to me now is like soo hay - wired. I am sooo vexed. So vexed till i cant even think properly. I dont know why is all these happening to me. I just feel like sleeping my life away.

If life is all about ups and downs. I don understand why is my life forever so fuckup to go through all these , always heading down.
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Tokyo Drift is a nice movie. =) Five out of five popcorns. Nowadays have been watching English - speaking movies ! Aha ! I need to improve on my lauguage ah. I passed my art for godness sake ! Tho jus passed , im really satisfied. Cos not much effort had been put in. Failed my Combined Humans ! LOLOLOL ~ Aiya drop the subject.

Well , people who are close to me should know that , I would never walked home. Unless there's someone accompanying me. But I chose to walk home alone on Monday , Miracle - ly. Then Many things came running through my mind. My friends , my studies , and the person i recently fall for. And I realised that there would never be a shortcut to succeed unless effort is put in. For all my life , i have always been looking for a shortcut. Thus , i am so much a failure throughout. My perspective on this walking home journey , i came to realise alot of things. But I dont really know how to express it. So pardon me ya ?

YWith Love , Georgina
Within Temptation

Monday, August 21, 2006

15 DAYS to N' levels ... =D

Certain subjects for prelim are known. T.T Lol. Did pretty okay for my English P1 ! hahas. For Chinese , i passed both papers. =) Felt kinda glad. But but ... I fuck my Combined' Science upside down !! LMAOO ! Got 15 for Chem , 16 for Physic. Total = 31 / 100 Wonderful uh. =S There's nothing to proud off actually. But i seriously need to do some personal reflection. =//

Okay. Ytd was a dunno wad day or wad or who yx offended uh. Purely shit for her. Went to bugis , walked ard. Din bought any jeans due to us being sooo fussy. =// And the weather is like so hottttt ! Went to look for angie and ahjoy at their workplace. Definitely missd' those days with them. =( =( =(

Suddenly , yx 's not feeling well . and its SUDDENLY ok ! Rest awhile , and she told me she feel like vomiting. I was god damn worried for her luh. After vomiting she said she felt better , and out of no reason she started having a bad flu. And all the aches started attacking her body. Thus we head back to sembawang. The thing that is soo miracle - ly is .. When we alight at Sembawang , she said she felt better and no longer is sneezing , no pain everything's gone ! So we felt that something is amiss or wad luh. And she started mentioning those 7 month stuffs which gave me goosebumps luh. =// grr !

P.s // YX , takecare okie ?!?! Anything jus sent me a text or ring me up :)) No nid to feel paiseh or wad lah. We are soooooooo longgggg ehhhh penggg yeww liao ! <333

Gona mit Cat ltr to catch Tokyo Drift later ! :))

YWith Love , Georgina
Within Temptation

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Ghost Game sucks -.- Never waste your money on that movie. Fucking gross'ed. =S Ytd was prolly slacking at sp. Lol. Saw Elizabeth there. =) Since long we last hang'ed out tgt already. If i were to dig out all those past happy moments out , aha ! Your com might died due to lagness. But sigh , time do flies. Its less then a month , i'll be taking N's already. My four years in Secondary school .. its gona end soon. To think of it , very sad lah ='( !

Back to ytd , aiya v sianed lah. Hopefully , i'll be able to go bugis later.

Why The Sudden Changed ?
Sometimes, Loneliness Is Just A Part Of Me.

YWith Love , Georgina
Within Temptation

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Hi annoymous.

I really catch no balls of wad ya trying to mean. Frankly speaking , my blog doesent welcome twits. And this is not a way to bring me down. =] But then again , since you dislike me in the first place , why come in ? Do you earn money by spamming ? Is that all your life is about ? I sympathize with you , if it is so. I wun want to get so crude in my words , and i'll shall end it .

Well , Prelims are over for me =D So glad ya. aha ! Went straight home after school , slacked and went out to met jy. Unfortunately , something stupid happened. -.- Dunno wads wrong with those china ppl. And they dare to po ditao , when ... LOL ! Alright enough of them , seriously pissd off by them. Misconception of communcating causes unnessary trouble.

Sinful day ytd. Shopped till i nearly drop. =S But life is all about enjoying wad. Yesyes ? Lol.

I am so fucking bored ley. =(

YWith Love , Georgina
Within Temptation

Thursday, August 17, 2006

oh! I am back. =) Like after sooo long uh ? Well , im 16 already. Thats partly what i recently felt elated about. Secondly , prelims are about to over , Yes tml shld be the last day THOUGH no doubt , im gona flunk the whole exams horrendously but HAA ! at least i felt the slightest relieved. I dread the day when results are known , butBUTbut I'm strong enough to take the blow. =) And I've get over and done with , with my art coursework , Definitely another burden off. Now I just cant wait to graduate , i've only a few months to go , eh .. yes ard the most.. 2 months ? Thinking of days whereas i can shake leg and do nothing FIRST before i get a job and the meantime ENJOY ! =] But well who doesent know working life is gona be tough and shag. sigh. Why is life like a merry go round ? I dont understand.

Thanks to those who have wished me Happy Bdae. Tho it isnt happy. =// no celebration at all. Busy studying. Cant open chalet. No fun. To think of it , i miss last year celebration. =] Yeah , tho we no longer hang out tgt already , but yeh , its the bestest memories. Kinda disappointed cos' i ppl i thot who would wished' me din =( so sad man. But shock when ppl i dint think whom would rmb my bdae DID ! The most touching moment is , when ppl actually stayed up till 12 to wish the bdae person. Let me tell you , they are the best man ! wahahaha.

And Sat fireworks was superb. But i watched it with the wrong companion. =// Lol. Jk ley. If i can , i'll upload the 1o ten mins ++ viedo , provided i've the extra time. Really , its super nice man. OMG ! The configuration and eveything of the fireworks is Perfect luh. But its so crowded. Alot of kiaotors -.- Its already jamming like hell already , there they go squeeze and squeeze ! Yah , typical singaporeans. Haha ! Us too :) And prolly becos of our height ' ppl seems not to even notice us - to go "chiong ah $#%&#%)#% " ! Walao ! Nearly died of short breathe.

I am very satisfied with my skin. Lol. =p

I want him to know. But i see no courage in admiting.

YWith Love , Georgina

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