Part Of a fool

Within Temptation

Friday, July 14, 2006

UPDATED ..

Thanks cat for sending me firefly. i've been looking for it since i reformat durin 2004 ~ :) Happy that you get my drift nd to be a better person. <33
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For my past 15 yrs 6 mths ++ living in this world , this is the first time i must say .. I am v stressed. Probably i've to blame myself that i've pratically been slacking for the first semester thus i am landed in this hectic situation. I hope to turn over. But somehow , its too late. I always thot i lead a oh-so- no- worries life. But not now. I think i seriously need to reflect and think for the even stressful life ahead. I dont like ppl making empty promises and i hope i wun , likewise.

And been classified as those spore ' typical ahlians. I find it truely an insult. Firstly i don act like twit , more or less twits are those typical ahlians -.- Alright , i admit , i was somehow like one in the past , those days during those lower sec life. But not now alright. I merely had 3 noseholes , even if i stil hav it now , doesent mean i those ahlian ah hui right ? I only hav two now , and i no longer hav studs on my nose on weekdays. I hav let my ten over earholes closed and never wear fanciful ear studs already. Cant ppl see i am trying to change a step but a step ? I know i still hav that bad attitude , myself finds it so miracle that with my that mouth i used to hav. Going ard giving bad remarks on ppl , and those eyes i hav , haha , i count myself real lucky that i din get into real big trouble with those ehs ?.. else there would be a viedo of me being bao already.

Yes , i know some of you could not figure out why Georgina became like this. Because , the reason is very simple , I've grown up and i know how to think. I dared to say this because im confident. In one or another manner , you can say i've absolutely turned sooo humji :) But its ok. I wun blame you for saying that. Definitely i hope to become one sucessful person , who doesent ? I've to prove to people i WILL DO WELL. I serious hope that i can.

I can never take any insults in the past. But throughout the years , through those bad remarks , i've learnt. Insults can never bring me down anymore :) And my philosphy in life is " Dont hate , its too much a burden to bear " I urged those ppl whom is closed to me , to put down those hatred. No point getting so indulged with the past. What for ? Isnt it better to have more friends instead of enemies ? And you go , staring , exchanging crude words whenever you past by that person ? As years goes by , you would forget. So why not forget now ? And be a happier person instead ? You will no longer be beautiful if all you think is revenge. Ever heard of the sweetest revenge ? That is to put down , and forget. Maybe not to forgive at least forget ya ? Let the past fade to oblivion , darling.

YWith Love , Georgina

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