Part Of a fool

Within Temptation

Monday, September 18, 2006

I missed' .... T-T
I swear this is gona be one long entry.

& yea , seriously speaking luh , who doesent want peace? & god , im like yearning for it.
And recently there's so much problems arising here & there. They just love to stare. & it tooks up our time & anger. Some much time wasted on those fucking adolescent kids. I am like so tight up. Who's there to release all my pain & sufferings ? I thot he would, I thot they would, BUT everything turns out to be my wishful thinkings. How disheartening.

As months / years goes by. Everything changes. Yes , Almost everything. To think of it , its really saddening luh. I really want to go back to the past. I will cherish everything & anything. I wun even let it fall into this dreadful situation. Because of not cherishing , I lost a few of them. Everytime I peep at my neos prints , i'll tend to laugh. Worst , I even cried.
Mermories came upon me.

The days at Nicholas's house. Partying like craze. Shout as if we own the whole 333. LOL! Steamboat , playing cards , doing forfeits. & block catching. But now , all of us are leading our own lives. But ppl , do know that if there's a chance , I really hope to go out as a group again. ((: I believe you ppl are mugging hard now for N's , i wished all of you the very very best.

I missed Joan alot. It've been months , no a year or so. We hav not spoke to each other. I dunno why also. Somemore we are in the same school. I remember clearly , she's the craziest of all. & with her around , all of us would definitely go insane with her. But now , NOTHING. Tho , its like stupid of us to hang around in the arcade , majiam its our home LOL. But those are mermories. Sweet ones :)) & mermories stays even if you ppl fade.

& I missed the old Yonghuat. He changed. To another person. Good for him , but our friendship seems to be drifting. Those days tgt with Jesmond & Yongxiang. Pool at champion , the laughters , steamboat at Marina south & the fireworks. Its gone.

& yes. Those Champion days with Haroy & ppl. All gone too. & derick ? No more contacting. & those wonderful moments during my chalet. I jolly well know that , I can never bring it back. But like I say, its mermories that no one can take away. But at least im still contacting with the rest , I just hope it continues. =]

& Ahjoy , too. Tho I only get to know her only for just a few months ? I felt that we somehow can click well. & i miss those lil chats we used to have in the past. She is just like a elder sis to me , always giving me advices. I hope we wun lost contact, girl.

Lastly , MIKADO ! ( danny ) whom I am very curious about how he's doing & his whereabouts. I don seem to even know a single bit luh. Indeed , a very good friend. He's the only peep , who is there to give me good advices , 2 years back.

Being with them , somehow I wish time would pause for that moment.
Does the term "sisters " , " besties " , "buddies" , "good friends" comes & go ? I pray , never.
I hope the ones that i still have , wun go.
Everything , its leading me to infinity melancholy.

YWith Love , Georgina

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