Was wondering what on earth is happening. Everything became so puzzled. Does the problem lies with me? Or is there any misunderstandings blabla? I truely don't understand. Is there anyone who can resolve this? It seems like we hardly can return to the bygone. Or perhaps it's fated? I've been evoking with our memories.

The ways i've felt for you, skipping school together, working together, laugh at others, when we used to call each other names, when we laughed together with our craps like careless whisper, disturbing bagalas, never treat each other as burdens and when we used to promise not to forsake each other, determining our friendship. But now , its different. Little would i thought our friendship turn so cold. Remember, I told you i'll never be secure going out alone. Though you told me you'll still stand by me if I really need you. Likewise for me. But surely, you realized the drifts and changes during these weeks. & now i've got to rant it all out.

I know im not perfect. But as a friend to you , I do everything I could & to give you endless advices. I know that i aint someone whom's good in expressing , verbally. From all of what i've been seeing , your verbal assurance seems nothing to me.

Weeks ago , my mind've been already filled with questions. Many times I wanted to clear my doubts , but knowing that these questions would only lead to quarrel , I held back.

I wonder what do you take me as ? For one thing Im sure is, you've already killed me with your words. Yes , maybe now Im just like a burden to you eh ? Bothering you like a pest. But rest assure , there wun be such botherings anymore.

I listen to you , but you dont listen to me. You 've problems doesent mean I dont. & it definitely sucks when you dont even want to listen. At times , you make me hate sharing because , you dont understand but pretended to. I feel the deepest pain you're going through , but do you feel mine?

I know , boyfriends are the ones you cant live w/o. But then again , you cant possibly forsake friend when you've them. I am so unwilling to face this fact , but until the day you've told me this. straight into me. Ever thought of my feeling ? I doubt so.

You wanted all to understand you. But are you doing the same too ? I know , humans are selfish. But at least you need to spare a thought for others.

I dont like people whom leaves halfway , when we are out.